okay... these daes still sian...
todae lee peigi didnt cm, then gt 3 free periods, e maths n ce...
during maths lesson still okay la, everyone guai guai doing their maths hw...
but during ce, although nid do reflections n new year resolution, everybody was chattering awae happily...
then i was like really feel damn left out la, was like damn sad at first, wanted to cry, but of cos cnt la T~T
gt hear 4 very distinct voices, the very high pitch voice frm keng ying sitting in front of me chatting to the vietnamese scholar
n shermaine chatting happily wit the ppl around her
n that very irritating laughter frm the corner of the classrm like "hohoho" =.=
then still gt diana plaeing some hitting game wit seanna, ben n soon nam behind me...
everyone like so happie liddat...
zx also like having so much fun there...
then nbd chat wit me, haiz....
onli gt talk to joanne, diana n keng ying to ask abt hw...
anw, nbd gives a damn bout me la!
Guess i probably hav to continue remaining silent for the nxt two years ba...
Really cnt stand not talking, feel very wierd...
But i will hav to get used to the silence some daes ba...
haiz, first time i really feel so lonely leh =[
Kinda regret even more bout cming this class, no cherrine, yenlu n janee...
Haizhaizhaiz T~T
